#mini vent

[fictionalrelapse]

i do not have the time nor energy to write at all lately and it’s killing me because the urge to write is burning through me. like violet ik how you feel when that lightning shit surges in u and there’s no release bc yea i’m dying

[mrstsung]

BEHOLD THE REAL KUNG LAO!

Like idgaf. My kung lao is significantly better than anything nrs would ever hope to create. And honestly I'm not sharing with them. They can suck it.

But that aside. I just am sick of them doing him so dirty.

So it's a lao kinda day.

[4-l-3-k]

im proud of myself but i hate it at the same time. im fighting so hard to relapse and it will hurt more to break it. but i hate that my scars are less visible and are disappearing. it’s like i’ve did it for it to just disappear. i want to make it better. to feel like it was really worth something and that when i look at them im more proud to overcome something this hard.

[kurokrisps]

Yeah, so, idk if you were on twitter, i don't stand with nor intend to hold out for snaccpop anymore. Cus they were being racist. I don't even care anymore I think. It just feels like I'm a dead branch snapped off a tree or something. Emo I know, but there's so much crud I can tolerate.

I just ... i dunno man. I've been trying to draw other things anyway, so maybe this was one of those signs. Had to break me off 'em some way.

I'm not gonna delete all my stuff related to them though, cus thats disingenuous. Just won't be posting their stuff and gassing them up.

If you don't rock with that, then block me. I really don't care.

[theyrnprty]

ik im usually a domme on this page but I can't afford therapy so can someone fuck me until I can't think please

[eksentrismi]

Lol, I hate being so irritated and angry that it makes me physically sick, this is not great </333 Gained like two headmates too just out of this anger and frustration

[sage-thee-herbmaster]

I wish transage and permakid weren’t so heavily associated with PRATs, the flags are so cute :(

[s1rwhoknows]

It’s hard to find joy in making art these days, I rarely ever make finished pieces.

I wish I was able to show more of my drawings if I had more motivation

This drawing is unfinished, though I probably will never finish it or just start over later since I hate how it looks

[kanna-ophelia]

If I see one more semi-literate person claim only AI uses em-dashes, I'm gonna... gonna...

Go back to being a librarian?

I will freely admit I overuse em-dashes and ellipsuses. Your worship, I am a hack. I rest my case.

[error404-holiness-not-found]

Tbh, I’m at the point where I feel like the alterhuman community might as well just be called the ‘therian+ community’. I mean.. that’s obviously where most of the community’s main focus is. Anything else is just an afterthought, so the name fits perfectly!

[manyunhappygreenies]

She's doing hot girl shit (she listened to "I Bet on Losing Dogs" for an hour straight)

[puffpastrycrimewatch]

I don't want to go to work ༼;⁠´⁠༎ຶ⁠ ⁠۝ ⁠༎ຶ⁠༽

I swear if I get mansplained to one more time, I'm gonna lose iiiiiiiiiiiiiiit /⁠╲⁠/⁠\⁠╭⁠(⁠•⁠‿⁠•⁠)⁠╮⁠/⁠\⁠╱⁠\

[theshadowrealmitself]

I love my sister but one disagreement we got into that still pisses me off is, I made a post about this before, but I don’t like saying I’m just nonbinary as a genderfluid person, because it doesn’t feel all encompassing to me, sometimes I’m a guy, sometimes I’m a girl, sometimes I’m a gender that isn’t guy or girl but may be adjacent or completely its own thing (these are my enby days), and sometimes I’m agender, just nothing going on, a void, if you will, don’t perceive me.

Like in math terms, nonbinary feels like parenthesis to me, anything outside of binary genders but not inclusive of binary genders, and being genderfluid is like brackets, everything in the nonbinary spectrum and binary genders

So yeah, because sometimes I do feel a binary gender, I like when there’s explicitly a genderfluid option and I don’t have to settle for only nonbinary, and honestly I feel like a lot of times cis people don’t actually want to think of me as genderfluid because they don’t actually like to think of me as the opposite of my agab and they like for me to settle as just nonbinary, and so it’s just important for me to have that distinction of genderfluid, because there is some enby in me, but there’s also guy and girl in me

And she was so fucking insistent that genderfluid and nonbinary are the same exact thing and very dismissive of my feelings and it was some other stuff that I can’t remember but I know upset me and I’m still pissed tf off

Like first off, I think I have v legitimate reasons to feel how I do, and second off, everyone is allowed to feel how they want about their own gender and what labels they wanna use for themselves, fuck off

[everyoneisgayandtrans]

Someone recently commented on one of my posts about lesbians, essentially saying that I'm not allowed to post about lesbians, because I am not one myself.

So by this logic, I'm not allowed to post about mushrooms, because I am not, in fact, a mushroom.

I post about lesbians, because I love lesbians, and I wish to support them.

God bless lesbians.

[miwachan2]

art block goawayyyyyy 😭 I wanna draw sirens and vampires!

[eksentrismi]

Small quick vent about my mental health-issues and my region's healthcare, otherwise I'm okay!!!

The way how my nurse and doctors treat my dissociative symptoms in such a dismissive way, it makes me so so sick </3 It's messed up, I really don't understand why it's so hard for them to even consider that "hey, this patient has had a traumatic childhood and past, that they're clearly dissociating and suffering because of it, we should probably really look into this further or get this patient into better care". Like the amount of horrors and terrible stuff I've told to them about my childhood for the last decade, yet they don't give a fucking damn </333 Wtf does it take to get taken seriously ever, especially since I'm *visibly* shy & quiet, and known for being autistic and ADHD. And to actually not be infantalized by nearly every single medical professional who ever sees me </333

Like I actually suffer from a lot of dissociation, depersonalisation, derealization, maladaptive daydreaming and constant identity issues almost constantly, but my nurse & countless million other doctors who have examined me over the years; they just don't care about it at all. One has even admitted to a friend of mine, that they DON'T examine anything to do with traumas or dissociation, because idk, they just don't give a shit or don't have resources. Fuck this crappy region, I hate living here because of this crap </3